Sometimes I wonder whether my life is really a mess lol..

I am a true disaster..

Hate the half half person I am..

its like one part is sensible, stone cold and heartless

yet the other is emotional and soft and just pure childish

Why...its a nice balance..but when I am caught in situations..

its like having a mini war up in my mind..

ARGHHH...so much things to do but somehow..

even though I am managing it but I feel that its not of standard..

Maybe I should think through about a lot of stuff..

Or I just need to find some time to chill out..

but I have no one to find to chill out with..

ok damn I kinda miss lihe..

lolx...yeah I need girl company

I know that I have kexin and pei yee in school

but we are just not that close..

see where being anti social lands you huh

its sad that some places its better if a lot of people go huh?

Seriously I need a vacation..

My 1st year will be ending soon and LOL I feel like 2 years have gone instead

its like I have done more stuff than my 2 years in JC

Something random:

Fucking Perfect is a good song to loop

Maybe I should just scream like what Patrick Jane Suggests

a scream a day keeps the doctor away..

Seriously if only someone like him exists and his wife will be like the luckiest person on earth ( if she didnt get killed by red john that is)

sigh...