I am super pissed off with Addy

SERIOUSLY..

Its just so irritating when he brings up the smoking issue..

I HATE SMOKING

REALLY REALLY HATE IT

its so bad that I am very sure I have a psychological issue with it

SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU

I am very sure you know better than anyone not to bring this up..

or NOT

Sometimes I really wonder whether he is just being super insensitive...

and the worse thing is that I cant scold him or tell him I am pissed off because he is not emotionally stable

FUCK

And telling me to smoke even one cigeratte is a huge insult...

Its like you dun give a damn about my health..

you dun give a damn about my opinions

and you never take me seriously..

I hope that you will stop it..

Because this may just be the reason why I will leave u..

Sorry..That is my limit..

I know I am being super selfish..

But its either me or smoking..

If you choose smoking..at least I know where I lie in your heart

and I can just leave in peace.

Yeah yeah I wasted so many years and feelings..

but what I want is a good future..

Not a screwed up one.

So its all up to you.

Dammit