sian

Blasting my earphones out loud....
Trying my best to cover the hurting words
Just when you reach home,
"Such lousy results are expected for such a person like her..."
"She will never reach my standard.."
From my 2 dearest parents

It hurts so much..

Lihe wants me to go JJC with her, but I want to go ACJC..with keith
I am NOT being biaous
I am NOT in love with him
I just want to make a wise choice
JJC is a great place..but ACJC was my dream JC..

I am totally lost...dont know what to do

And to think that I actually laughed out of relief when I saw my results
And to think that I am not so bad after all
And to think that all my troubles will be over...

I am SO wrong.SO WRONG.

It feels like 'Welcome to my life' by simple plan..
To be hurt, to be lost, to be left out in the dark....
Why does this have to happen to me?!..Why?
5 days to make a decision..
5 days to choose a route...
5 days before it all ends..